Don’t really feel like blogging anymore...Plainly LAZY!
Its time for me to learn not to harp on something/someone that does not belong to me.
Its time for me to learn letting things go…Yes. Part and parcel of life; many told me. Few got disappointed and gave up. Now left me still trying to pull back. Maybe I am stubborn. I just don’t believe that one’s attitude towards people; especially close ones can change so sudden. Or maybe all the while I am the one who one-sidedly think that we were close.
Isn’t this pathetic? Hah. I’m mentally tired too but why am I still persistent? Cause I do care but I doubt you do. Maybe to you I can be taken for granted or maybe in everyone’s mind I can be taken for granted cause I do not feel my importance in anyone at all but I already used to it but having used to it got it’s limit too. If one day I really wash my hand out of everything that’s it end of everything. I’m not threatening or whatsoever, just that I’ve 看开 everything. If it’s yours, it will be yours eventually, otherwise no matter how much effort I put in it will just be wasted.
Probably the best way to survive is not to bother about anything. Hah.
