Thursday, 26 July 2007 '
White Hair Monster
AAARRRGGG!!! Thursday was a shocking day for me! 1st shocking news: This morning around 9 plus early in morning, I asked CS for help in my coding that I was quite happy because our team had completed all the codes except for vogoo part just then, CS told me the codes for my products are all wrong. WRONG ALL WRONG!!! OMG this is the word that I am most afraid in my life or rather in my FYP season... You mean we wasted so much time doing the WRONG thing? This news made me no mood to do things for the rest of my MIS lesson. Next news, my supervisor told me just yestrday that he was able to meet my team tomorrow for a final meet up but when I email him to arrange a time, he told me he was having tight schedule for the whole day!!! OH NO How!!! No one to ask for help except of course CS. Haha. When my team mates knew that the codes were wrong,they asked me if I need help so YT suggest to meet up after school. Great suggestion YT haha cause of this meet up, we managed to correct the codes for product and this left our team a few more errors to go with the help of our 神; CS haha. He has been a great help to us really. Thanks CS =] Grateful to u
I was in toilet with Veron and was looking into mirror when the very next shocking news came; WHITE HAIR!!! For the past 10 years, I have been wondering why I do not have white hairs when people aroud me started to have and was envy of them haha idiot right me keke. Then now, suddenly I saw 2 strands of shiny hair when I looked closer OMG is white hair! This is what I have been waiting for the past years. People say if din use brains means no white hair so does that mean I only use brains because of this FYP?! YEAH FINALLY USING BRAIN WAHAHA.
Ok have to go back to coding. Next sem changing FYP quite looking forward to it but hope I will not be a burden to my new team mates! =]
Wednesday, 25 July 2007 '
Taking a short break after having coding from 11.20am to 6.00pm. Many will not believe lar cause I seldom so hardworking haha but hey its true ok! Yesterday left school at 8.30pm stressfully though I had solved part of the codes but still left some!!! Who can help me!!! HELP SOS haha. I forcing myself to finish the codes by today but I dun tink so. Worst of all I haven study for my Marketing UT that is held tomorrow. Haiz has been scoring bad for all the second UTs...=[ feel bad but aiya also nothing can be done only hope my the upcoming ones will be better ba (but of course have to work hard)
Seeing almost all my friends are done with their codes the more I feel stress. Why can they finish on time but not me? I'm really scared Monday when handing up the projects all negative stuffs just came to my mind. ARRRGGGGG. =S
Also I haven been quite bad tempered nowadays. I know I have always been bad temper but now feeling helpless, confused, not well, stress, panic made me hotter, badder (of course not the hot lar u know what I mean -> 'sexy' haha I am not a sexy person). So to all my friends: SORRY if nowadays I have been rude to you or talked to you harshly or hurt you in my speech/action. I am really sorry. Next the most important ones; my family especially my mum and dad. SORRY 对不起. Really sorry. I know I have always not a good daughter compared to my other sisters cause I am always the one that talk back to you all and using harsh tone to you both. I always want to change but in the end fail to do so. Then now I am rushing project am even ruder than before and give bad attitude + black face but I really cannot control myself. I have been trying hard not to but...There is one question that is always in my mind whenever I see my mum's angry/disappointing face after arguing with her, 'Have you regret giving birth to me after anduring so much pain and I treated you so badly?' I feel that maybe if mum, you did not give birth to me or rather if your second child is not me, life will be much more easier for you seriously much much easier...儿女是来讨债的还是还债的? For me I think I belong to the first one cause so far I did nothing to repay my parents...
Am I useless? Yes I 100% think so.
Before I go, SORRY TO ALL REALLY SORRY =]
Friday, 20 July 2007 '
Don't Feel Like Going Home
Currently, in school library doing RJ, coding and basically is just escaping from home. I am not going to 离家出走 or did I quarrel with my family. Just have the feeling of not going home and get my stupid FYP done! Seeing the number of days to FYP deadline from 2 digits to 1 single digit I am scared. Really scared... can anyone understand my feeling??? Everyday at home my parents will be asking 'How your project?', 'Do for months le still not done!!! Copy codes also take so long!!!'
WHAT THE HELL la do you all really think coding is easy? If you can't help much just get a side OK!!! And by the way I did not take codes form professional website ok all I did is take from my friends and made changes. And try to make my team's website look as pro as possible. Sorry, I am not angry with anyone really =] (so people who read my blog dun feel that I am scolding anyone haha just really want let out my feelings) but really...aiya dun know how to say current feeling is panic + stress + irritated + arrrgggg!!! Really feel like crying now though I know crying can't really help much. BOOHOO =[
Later on way home I buying Nescafe AGAIN haha cause burning midnight oil again... Got anyone want acc me to burn? Volunteers??? Haha. Ok going back to codes! Byeeeee
Wednesday, 18 July 2007 '
Trip Botanic Garden!!!
Sunday was a FUN day!!! I went to Botanic Garden with my family to support my mei mei's band performance in the Band Fiesta. Initially, i was reluctant to go because I don't have the feeling of going out but later seeing my parents going my leg also itchy liao haha so I decided to go with them. First we took bus 67 den chnage to bus 174. I thought it will be a long journey but it only took less than 30 mins! Haha. When I reached Botanic Garden, the first thing I did is to take a map of the garden cause the place was too big big until I scare I will lost in garden wahaha.
Then my family head down to the Food Junction because we haven had our lunch! The place look nice but there are a few stalls only. I was walking to and fo in front of the stalls, lastly, I decided to eat 'you ji mian' and had Iced Lemon Tea but the drink was far too ex lar the small size I got it from school cost 60cents but over the garden was $1.60!!! Daylight robbery =(
After lunch we went walk walk around the garden. I was amazed how green was the Garden haha (of course la garden ma lame). The air was fresh too. No smell of gas from cars, no noise pollution. It was a peaceful, nature and refreshing place! And a place for dating too wahaha so my dear friends if u all want a good place for dating can try Botanic Garden keke. The first place I saw was the Swan Lake. Guess did I saw any swans??? Of course I saw four swans 'piling up' one another haha...
Cool right! But of course beside this, the lake has real swan!!!
Look! Dun I look beautiful???
There is an art piece which caught my attention and I personally like it too!!! Here I present my favourite art piece...'Swing Me Ma Ma'!!! Is it homely =]
While strolling, we also took some pictures...you know 难得 come to Botanic Garden must take some pics.
I love waterfall!!!
Not only did I saw tortises, fishes swans, trees and flowers in Botanic, I saw a pair of 'ducks' (that's what my dad say but obviously not duck lar haha) its 'yuan yang'!
U jump, I jump! Quack quack...
After strolling, we head to Shaw Foundation Symphony Stage where my sis is performing... While waiting we took pics again. Why waste our time haha.
I didn't manage to take many pics during performance cause I am absorbed by the interesting performance...
Last but not least before I sign off I got to show you all this nicely taken pic...
佘家三千金
Friday, 13 July 2007 '
Early In Morning One O clock!
If you see the time I post my blog then you will know how early am I haha. Currently it is 1.39am of 14 July. It's a brand new day!!! Happy SATURDAY people! =] I have been coding since 11 plus of Friday. Without the help of my 'friend', I doubt I can tahan until now but I guess the effect of my 'friend' is too strong. Strong until I want sleep also cannot haha. So next time if you want stay wake like me drink my 'friend'; Nescafe! haha guess for the next few weeks I will have to depend on it to keep me working at night.
Now I am secretly doing codes in my room where both my sis are sleeping so soundly. I am scared that I will cause my room to explode because I was charging and using my lappy at the same time. Scare over heat then KABOOM! not only my room went black black me also become black black and got a new hair style wahaha ok I am being LAME again!!!
Looking back to this week...
On Tuesday met up with my sis for dinner after my DJ training at Causeway's Cavana. Quite a tiring day for me on Tuesday though I pon school that day haha. But I pon because I did my FYP. So I am still 'guai' after because I did go play when I pon school. During the DJ's training, we had a 20 min test on the previous training. Seriously speaking, I do not know the answer for the test as I am not paying attention at all!
Having dinner at Cavan is the first time for both of us. The ambiance is not too bad, the staffs are friendly and the food is nice! Esp the chicken haha. Of course go there sure eat chicken cause it is what Cavana is famous for haha. When we looked through the menu we had hard time deciding on what to have because the pictures in the menu look so DELICIOUS haha. So Iam going there again for its iced choco n coffee and the desserts!!! YUMMY. Keke I only managed to take 2 pcis as I am too hungry.
My sis with her fried chicken wings!
My BBQ wings!!!
Though mine is meant to be BBQ but it taste like fried haha. Aiya no matter what, overall it is still nice. Had a fulfilling dinner that day. Though its just a short dinner but we 2 sis had a great time chatting. It's relaxing to have dinner outside once in a while especially when her bf is not in Singapore haha. Like talking to my sis lucky got her if not I guess I might get depression and gone crazy haha. THANKS A LOT!!! Love you haha.
Looking forward to Sunday because going to Botanic Garden to support my mei mei's sch band performance... Jiayou wow xiao hei keke
Tuesday, 10 July 2007 '
Cute RJ
Yesterday was my accounting module and we learnt disposal haha. Hmmm 4E2 ppl disposal account seem familiar right wahaha. Of course lar we learn Ms Eng's POA lesson! Remember during secondary school when we took POA, Yifang would always be the one scoring good grades for it. So ar sometimes sit beside her a bit stress la get good grades in everything... scray man also dun noe what she is made up of. Ahem maybe 90% of clever juice ba haha. But I sure miss the lesson time during sec school.
Ok back to my topic keke. Yesterday, my accounting faci gave us this RJ question 'Find a picture from the Internet (Provide the URL) that describes your learning experience today. Describe why you have chosen this picture.' And people guess what I put?
Snoppy? NO!
Garfield?? Of course not!!
Xiao Bai???! NOoooo
Give you all a hint...a cartoon character, lives under the sea, it is pointed.
Have you got the answer?
TADA!!! Patrick!!! Spongebob best buddy!!! Haha
Cute right. Then my response to the question is 'I use Patrick to describe my learning experience today. He is a friend of Spongebob. He is cute like me haha (thick –skin). In the cartoon, Patrick, the starfish seem stupid and clumsy somehow I feel that he reflects some part of me. Patrick does not seem to understand the things others said and made everyone around him confused. His situation is similar to me. When my team mates tried to explain things to me, I was like half understand and half blurred. I roughly know what they are thinking but when I tried to tell them in my words I confused them. When come to work, I am clumsy at time. Sometimes, I feel that I am more a hinder than a helper. But there is a positive point about Patrick which I feel it is my strong point too; looking things on bright side. Learning how to take things in stride and live each day happily. In the cartoon, no matter how bad the day is for Patrick, he will not take it to heart and think that things will get better for him. Today’s problem is neither hard nor easy. It takes time for one to understand but when I do not understand a thing, I will set into a moody mood but later, I will pick up myself and try to understand it again! '.
I know its long but normally if I had a more normal RJ question than this my response will be much longer haha. Friends will say I write so much but I also mostly bullshit de la cause once I start to type, I cannot stop typing like now!!! Helpppppppp meeeeeeeeeeeee haaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaa. Ok got to stop and do my FYP. Counting down to 20 days for FYP Deadline =S
Friday, 6 July 2007 '
Busy Week
Sorry, did not update my blog for long time. Too busy with FYP. We have to submit in by 31st July 2007; which is like 3 more weeks!!! OH MY GOD lar... I am still like struggling with my codes...Can anyone help me? GOSH now then I now what is call TIME NOT ENOUGH. Really hope that I have 26 hours per day. Haha
BUT...last night I had a great time with my sis. Firstly, I went SGH to find her (currently, she is working as medical social worker at SGH) and wait for her to knock off. We went down to Chinatown to eat pig organ soup though I do not eat the organs but I like the soup. YUMMY! However, it was quite disappointing because the stall I guess somehow change people to sell. The taste is not as nice as before but overall still not bad lar. After the dinner, we went to the newly built 佛牙寺. It was an eye opening day for me! Then we began our eating tour again haha. Out of the sudden we got the craving for tuanyuan in peanut soup so we went to the street in Chinatown where it is full of eateries stall. Although we only wanted the peanut soup, but later on we ordered stingray, satay and one more extra peanut soup. YEAH!!! We are pig right haha. But sometimes when really get stress out, it feel great to eat till stomach burst haha.
Tuanyuan in peanut soup... My favourite Are you drooling...keke
Satay yum yum hoho
SPICY I LOVE IT!!!
Today had breakfast at Bukit Panjang Cartel with my family then we went shopping. Long time did not go shopping as family because each of us are busy with our own stuff. So we did not waste the day staying at home. We decided to Marina Square around 3 plus because the road was closed for NDP and we were scared that if we went home later, the train will be packed like sardine or worse than that!!! After reaching lot 1, we caught the movie Die Hard 4.0. OMG I nearly went deaf lar don't know isit the sound system too good or because the theatre was not too packed or the shooting and shouting nearly want my ears haha but overall it was not a bad film. Thrilling and Maggie Q was cool haha! Ok lar that's all for today got to do my coding again...arrrr =O
OH by the way... this weekend is GREEN DAY let's us save the world and support it by wearing GREEN! Let's go greeny friends wahaha. HAPPY GREEN DAY!!! =]
